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Dear Brother,

I miss you every single day.
My heart shattered into pieces the day you went away.
You did not even say goodbye.
I don't understand Bubba.
Why did you have to die?

The pain still drives me to my knees.
Sobbing. Praying. Shouting at God.
Suffocating.Frightened. Begging him please.
Help me Lord. I don't know what to do.
It's to heavy to carry. My limbs are breaking.
My soul is violently shaking.
Remembering how it ripped to shreds,
as pieces of me drifted away with you.
And left Earth forever,
becoming the sweet, sweet, memory
of my beautiful baby brother Drew.

My love is never ending.
Thanks for all the messages your sending.
I can still feel you.
Especially, when the music plays.
Your spirit is beautiful and strong,
My dear brother Drew.
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By doitfordrew13

Sadly, I am a suicide loss survivor. My world shattered, along with my heart, the day my brother died He was my favorite human and my best friend. I miss him every single day. He struggled with his mental health and never found the right help. I wish I knew then, the things I know now. I wish I could have saved him. I strongly believe mental health education can save lives. I refuse to let his death be in vain. These days I strive to turn my pain into a purpose by advocating for suicide awareness and good mental health. Despite his struggles, my brother overflowed with so much love he was a light to everyone, who knew him and had a special way of brightening up the darkest days. Dedicating this blog to bringing hope and healing to others, in loving memory of my beautiful baby brother Drew. I believe lack of mental health education and the stigma of being labeled contributed to my brother's suicide. It's time to spread the word and start talking about mental health. Mental health education and real conversations can absolutely save lives!

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